I wrote this in response to a year in choir and it features ideas that were brought up in the themes of our concerts and conversations regarding our musical selections.
If I could sacrifice the content of my heart to you, I would
But then I start to question if you really are good.
Because I don't think that I'd give in to you, unless you were right
Though I've given in to wrong things in shades of night.
In the dark, it's easier to hurt this heart,
With permanent bruises and everlasting scars.
Not that you can't fix that, but it takes an effort I can't yet make
The sin in my heart says, "It'll be fine, let it break."
My heart yells, "I NEED RESTORATION!"
My heart screams, "I NEED RENEWED SALVATION!"
My heart pleads, "Why this hesitation?"
You plainly say, "I'll allow this temptation, to rot in your soul,
Until you surrender and give me control."
So I sacrifice the content of my heart to you oh God as I should,
Believing and knowing now, that you truly are good.
Believing and knowing now, that you've healed this heart
Believing and knowing now, that you've given me a new start
Believing and knowing now, that you have set me free
Which can now only take place by embracing slavery.
For as a Slave of Righteousness you have called me forth
To worship you in your splendor and pay honor to your worth
Continued praises issued from within do sing
Out of a now more humble heart, sacrificed to my king.